02 marzo 2008

Fear of fear

Dear... you

Sometimes, it does not matter what we do or how hard we try to face the circumstances,sometimes surrounding people, the world around us or our selves are in charge of opening our eyes and mindsto make sure we are still living in reality, leaving back our dreams and being conscious of the caos out there.

But it depends on us to get up and keep going forward towards that dream we have been working for,depends on us to overcome solitude because once we learn to deal with failure and fallingthen we will become unstoppable and we will achieve all we need by our own.


It is true that we are alone, there is only you, the others come when you decide to accept itbecause it is then when you are capable to share without asking back for anything.

Eugenie Grandet once said "fear is one of the first virtues of love" and I think that is right,fear of loosing a loved bieng, fear of being hurt, but mostly of all, fear of not living that deep and great feeling for someone else with closed eyes, outstretched hands and arms wide open.
But I think of you were never willing to be afraid of fear as me.

Thanks for everything, thanks for your company,
for teaching me love and make me fight for what I want...
Now, without giving up my love for you I understand you are gone and I must move on...

LJM